Hi all,
No music post tonight I had a really bad day 🙁
I had a few bad dreams really bad ones and they stayed with me all day long and one of my dreams were about my car breaking down and today I had to drive far from home so I was being careful but not enough..
I would like to talk about the other dreams but they were so disturbing I wouldn't want to burden you with the details, just know I was crying so hard from one of them, like my heart was ripped out. I hate these kinds of dreams 🙁
I was driving through this parking lot of a store I had to service and there were many large trucks parked inside this parking lot and I had problems seeing around them and not focusing on my right side only the left side I side swiped a pole and smashed in the right front of my car.. 🙁
It's drivable but looks horrible, I can't open the passenger door either . I don't know why God has to be so hard on me all the time, he gives me a blessing of a new great job and then this happens to me . I am really upset over this and this is one reason I didn't want a car again they are so costly and with me just starting over again it's almost impossible.
Just venting and wishing just once in a while life would go my way .
Love to all,
Eve
Thomas Edison learned more from his thousand failed light bulbs than from his successful one. Soon you will bat a thousand and things will come right. I know you have faith anyway, sometimes dreams, especially vivid ones, have away of emotionally draining you. I hope you sleep more peacefully tonight. Q.
Gosh Eve…what a royal bummer! Thank goodness the car can still be driven and that you were not injured…I know it’s hard to accept right now, but things could have been much worse.I know what you mean about bad dreams. Not only are they quite disturbing, but they also rob you of needed rest.I hope you sleep much, much better tonight. Keep your chin up…life can be a real bitch sometimes, but, I’m sure you will pull through and come out on the other side all the better for the experience.”Lee_in_FL”
Last summer I was driving in inner-city heavy traffic, when I suddenly had a powerful sneeze. When I could open my eyes again, the cars in front of me had already been stopped for some tme and I rammed into the last one of them.My car was broke, the one in front of me was broke and even the one in front of him. Noone was injured at all.Much damage was done, and I felt somewhat like you feel now. But a few days later I more and more realised how lucky we all were. Cars are really just metal and junk.
I AM GLAD THAT YOU WERE NOT HURT. I AM GLAD ALSO THAT THE OTHER VICTEM WAS JUST A POLE. HOPE YOU SLEEP WELL. DONT FRET IT DOES NO GOOD.
HI Lee,Thank you for your kind comment and also for reading my post.I have had many accidents in this line of work however, I am just starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel when now the tunnel is longer. Life sucks and when these things happen it sucks even more Thanks again and I will hold your thought.Eve
HI Q,I have learned many times from my downfalls but at this time I am just tired of the mistakes and feel like a dark cloud is hovering over me. I am doing what I can to regain my life and each step is like walking on thin ice .How much more can I take? Eve
HI Allan,Yes in your case you were lucky in my case I was just not focusing.Being tired and stressed is not a good combination.I am hoping today will be a better day however, I am going to meet a girl in my new company and I have never been to the area I have to meet her so here I go again :)Wish me luck !I am happy you don’t sneeze often while driving and thank G you are ok.Eve
HI DalBear,Thank you for your kind words and I did sleep better but woke up at 4 am and now it’s 6 am .Another day on the road and today there is fog and rain and winds.. Oh the life of a road warrior 🙁 Thanks for commenting,Eve
Hi Eve.. What a situation… DREAMSI don’t use to give a specific meaning to the dreams but think we dream about the things we live, joining separate concerns of daylife. I remember one day last year when I waked up because of my own crying. I keept crying a lot for some half an hour even been awake. I never knew why I cryed being slept and continued.I never knew the reason, maybe loneliness for long time combined with stress and lot of work. About CARS, I was working in a telecomunications company as tech support consultant two years ago when the security man told me my Van was on fire. I dropped the headset and saw my car burning with other two cars beside. Firemen and TV news came to the action while I escaped to get legal help. I’d been a motorbiker for years and have learned to drive even safer than cars as the danger that bikes represent. The same way I drive cars.I’m sorry about your situation. A new era is coming You will see.I’m sure you will look shiny today, nobody will notice and about the car, call the insurance and relax when you drive.
Hi sweet Eve!I don’t want to be too talkative. That was a lucky accident. You fortunately were unhurt.The trouble is big but don’t worry, it seems: God loves you!(So do I) With love,G.
Eve,Life is full of good days and bad days, Hopefully you have many more good ones than the bad ones. The same goes for the dreams…….Glad you were unhurt, the car is material.Smile and keep smiling, your attitude will catch up with reality.Best to you…….
hey Eve,I hope you read my post today, I think it may help you a bit. I hope.Love,Sarah
HI Gyula,Thank you for always being here for me and with your love for me too, it means the world to me knowing you are there . I know God loves me but he is pushing my limits, really, I don’t know how much more I can take of the suffering and the stress.. I need a break from it all as you know .I love you too Gyula very much Hugs to you Eve
HI Sarah,I just checked your post.. it’s beautiful thank you for your feelings and your heart.I love you my sweet Sarah.Eve aka Fatimah
HI Dave,Yes the car is material however, without this car I can’t do this work that I cherrish and which pays really well and doesn’t cost my health. I always had new cars before with collision and never really got upset to much since the insurance was there to help me now it’s not, this is why I worry until I can get the collision insurance which I will get ASAP :)I was on top before moving to Egypt and it’s a long way back but I am doing it step by step.LoveEve
HI Rogerleos,Thank you so much for sharing your dream and your car story, I too had dreams of hard crying and usually when I have bad dreams I don’t go to work that day since it’s a sign of a bad day and it usually turns out as one. I do believe in my dreams this is how I came to name by blog this title. They do come true. good or bad :)It must have been a shock when they told you your car was on fire, this is amazing .. I had this happen to me in a store I was servicing. some older couple creamed my car as it was parked and a customer saw them do it and they paged the person who owned the car which was ME.I had collision at that time and other times this time I couldnt afford to have that coverage with this car so now I have to find someone to fix the car for out of pocket money not insurance money. This is going to take a while since I have to pay for it 🙁 Thank you so much for sharing and caring. LoveEve
Hi EveWhile it is unfortunate what happened to your car I am just glad that you weren’t hurt. I have also been through times when I felt like “why is God doing this to me?” but in the end I realised that what ever I was going through had nothing to do with God and more to do with the lessons I needed to learn. It’s strange that when we are flying high there is something that happens that can bring us right down to the ground. So I will ask you to do this: just look at it as being a part of life. Do not look at it as being a good thing or a bad thing – it is just an event like other events in your life. And you will overcome it because you have the strength to surpass it. We all go through bad times, we all pass through the fire, and when we look back it didn’t seem too bad or too hard – it wasn’t anything we couldn’t handle.Love, JCL.
Hi Eve,I’m sorry to hear about your dreams & the car. At least you do have a silver lining to be thankful for. You can thank God that you are ok. You didn’t get hurt physically. That’s the important thing. Can’t say anything better than the others here have already. I hope you sleep better from now on. As you can see, we all care about you Eve.Bill Withers-Lean on MeSometimes in our lives we all have painWe all have sorrowBut if we are wiseWe know that there’s always tomorrowLean on me, when you’re not strongAnd I’ll be your friendI’ll help you carry onFor it won’t be long’Til I’m gonna needSomebody to lean onPlease swallow your prideIf I have things you need to borrowFor no one can fill those of your needsThat you don’t let showLean on me, when you’re not strongAnd I’ll be your friendI’ll help you carry onFor it won’t be long’Til I’m gonna needSomebody to lean onIf there is a load you have to bearThat you can’t carryI’m right up the roadI’ll share your loadIf you just call meSo just call on me brother, when you need a handWe all need somebody to lean onI just might have a problem that you’d understandWe all need somebody to lean onLean on me when you’re not strongAnd I’ll be your friendI’ll help you carry onFor it won’t be longTill I’m gonna needSomebody to lean onLove,Marcus
Ouch. My sympathies. Sometimes life deals us a particularly bad day; this clearly was one of yours. What a pain!
HI JCL,Wow it’s been a long time since I have seen your name in my blog thank you for your loving words and you know me better than most and to know how much I have been going through and looking now to a future of me all over again and trying to keep moving forward and the hurdles are getting so high for my legs to jump over 🙁 I take it day by day and this is all I can do I really can’t see beyond tomorrow any more as you know tomorrow may never come so I must look at today and say tomorrow will come once more.thank you JCL I missed your caring and your words so much .Love to you always,Eve
HI Marcus, Yes I am happy and blessed in all my accidents I have had I didn’t get hurt, I do thank God for this blessing really.I just know with out a car I can’t do this work and I can’t keep doing the hotel work too any more 🙁 thank you Marcus for your caring and your blessings Love to you Eve
HI Musickna,thank you for your wishes for me and your caring and also your commenting in my blog :)thank you so muchEve
Eve,After reading your post, and some of the comments, I was going to post some thoughts about just taking it in stride: there’s tough stuff and not so tough stuff, but it’s just stuff. Then I read JCL’s comment. That says it better than I could. Yeah, it still sucks, but try to let God off the hook for it.As to dreams: I try to take them in stride too. Not sure if this is helpful or not, but to me the car crashing etc is more symbolic of something (an accident, danger, a collision with something). But everyone is different, and you know your dreams better than I do. ;)In the end, all I can do is send you some love and hope that it balances the equation.pilchbo
HI Ken,Thanks for the hugs 🙂 I do hold alot of faith in my dreams they have been fore sight for me since I was younger and I take heed when I do have these dreams .I know God runs my life and I am only asking to cut me a break. I am 58 and trying my best to restart my life again and each time I make progress I get a road block and sooner or later I won’t have the energy to fight against his will I will just STOP and not jump over the hurdles that he places in my path.Life sucks being alone and at my age it’s worse I know it will be worse as I grow older too and I am looking forward to the day I can rest in peace.Thanks for the hugsEve