I was watching a movie today and a little girl in the movie,
did a gesture that brought back a flood of memories for me ..
As I will share with you all.
It was my 2 marriage and a bumpy one at that ..
I had 2 girls prior and had my 3 with my 2 husband.
We had many problems however, we seeked help to sort things out..
This one session we had made a break through in our emotions and that night I laid next to my husband seeing him for the first time in a way I have never seen him before. He also saw me for the first time and as our hearts were opened,
our souls also were and we shared love making like never before.
I knew at this time I conceived..
I saw it, I felt it, I cried from the blessing of seeing the moment of conception.
I also cried due to knowing I would have a son.
The first son in both families, a son that would change our lives and my 3 girls lives and all welcomed this happy event with open arms.
My 3 daughter it was her father and this son was her blood ..
She became very close to him before he was born speaking to him in my stomach and rubbing him nicely with sweet words of love.. a kiss each night before her sleep.
They were bonded before birth..
He came on time and many people were waiting for him and my number 3 daughter could not wait at home she had to come to the hospital to see him first..
She was waiting a very long time to see her precious little brother and I will always remember coming off the elevator and seeing her as she was standing there with outstrected arms to hold him,
there was a light around her whole being at this time.
So much love she held for him, it shone outside her and radiated into my son..
her baby brother.. The bond made stronger.
Little did I know at home her Uncle, my husbands brother also got a heavenly message a son was born and traveled up to Brooklyn NY to greet this special boy..
Without hearing from anyone .. he felt me, he felt my daughter and he felt the birth.
The open arms in the movie flooded my heart with the picture of my 3 daughter with
out streached arms for a brother she waited so so long for and couldn't wait to touch.
I will remember you still" is the song I have chosen for this post
since this was in the movie "Mists Of Avalon" I watched today..
Morgaine too was greeting her little brother with outstretched arms.
With so much love…………..
Fatimah
A friend in Opera has asked me to write about some of my memories of my children and this gave me the opportunity to do so .Thank you my friend for encouraging me to write on this subject..Yours Fatimah
HI Andreu this is Aeone doing this song She did the tracks for this movie and thank you for your friendship and enjoying my efforts Fati
Hi!The Aeone is good. Sorry but I don’t listen this artist. Melody and words are fine. It is only a pity that sound is distorted by the network. You have the wonderful taste!
hi.nice posts fatima.
That was a very touching story that you share with us, Fatimah. Memories of yourchildren are the most precious, I know. ;)Love to you,Sarah
Thanks friend. I am really moved. I needed this.I will tell you ,someday, the effect of this post. Keeping my fingers crossed.http://writeathome.wordpress.com/2006/06/13/the-value-of-friendship/
The moments you have expressed, yours and others, are the greatest and most cherished in life.Thanks for sharing. 😀
Hello all,Opera is messing up again so I will just write one post here to all,Thank you Behdid for honoring me reading my heart 🙂 and other things :)Thank you Sarah for a wonderful photo and for always being next to me..Thank you JV for allowing me to read YOUR heart and I do hope my postshelp you in some way not sure how but I am sure you will tell me .. but I thinkI know :)Dave what can I say … other than it’s people like you who allow me to share my heartknowing you will read and accept my words and my music.. I love you all my friends thank you for reading what sits so deep inside my soul.LoveFati
Hi my dearest Eve!I haven’t heard from you in a while! I think that I haven’t grew up that much although I may look different, I’m still the same foolish boy from all my previous posts.I can tell you, though, that in this past few months some things have changed in my life, for instance, I’m owner of one third of a Computer Systems company (:Computers are my stuff…Thank you for your comment and all your posts. Please remain in touch with us people who love you.
HI Ruben,Congrats to you my friend, I thought you were still in the University,I am happy to hear the good news as you well deserve all that you have and more.You are ambitious and caring and goal minded all these values are a plus and willgain you success in anything you put your mind to. Thank you for your visit and you are NOT the foolish boy I first met, nor were you then.Thank you again and keep me posted on your success Keep stroking that guitar too I am hoping one day to hear a file of you playing as well.Your friendFatimah
thank you alot it moved me alot
Hello Shadow,Nice of you to visit and to comment, I am happy my words meant something to you it is my honor to know and to have you add me to your friends list.Welcome and please visit often Fatimah
dearr fathima ,i felt so much about the songs,also i am heartfully feels about your son and daughters world.it can not explained it has to experienced ,beautiful photos,shows your open heart and your broad minded friendship.thank you,a true frienship never lost,or dim,it is like a humming beats, it always spreads its rays towards the shadows of peoples like mine.with regards.rathan
HI Rathan,is this the song you were speaking about? 🙂 Thank you for your beautiful words always in my heart the fall andalways giving pleasure to my eyes. thank you so much :heart:Fatimah